Memory loss was on my mind after my grandmother got Alzheimer's. In this poem I imagine what it might be like if the same fate befell my sweet mom.

"Alphabet Soup" was selected for publication by Quiet Lightning for literary journal Sparkle & Blink's volume 35.

Alphabet Soup

 

my mother is sixty

and plays tennis and wears curls

lately, the words have started

falling out of her head

 

we read Emily Dickinson 

 

the sticky letters fling like pearls

when she rounds the stairs

and slip from her nose they

cry help from the kitchen

 

if I don’t collect them quickly

she wipes them up with a sponge

she has always been deft

with a sponge

 

when she's on the phone

or is salting the pot on the stove

I replace a few words like

carriage and scarcely

 

I don’t want to embarrass her

so I recite words clearly and watch

as some cling and others trickle

surmised centuries

 

I used to look for letters in soup

now I look for words

while she's shaking the salt

the phone still ringing